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Ah Jenna, this is a shitty situation for all. I'm an ICU RN in CA. An antivaxxer for 14 years (since my first child was born and they wanted to vax him against Hep B at birth...I knew enough about Hep B to refuse, it triggered me to start researching all vaccinations...suffice to say my 3 kids are totally unvaccinated). Looking after Covid pts since Jan 2020. I only needed to hear that a special full-indemnity law had been passed to know that it was business as usual. I started seeing old folk dying mysteriously shortly after the vax was rolled out. I talked to my colleagues about it, Drs and nurses, the only ones receptive were those who'd refused the kill shot themselves. About 5% of the nurses in my hospital refused it. We got lucky, the company we worked for announced early on it would grant religious exemptions, no questions asked. A form was given us, with a single line to write why we were applying for the religious exemption. Thank you for that, HCA. But I could do nothing about the lack of treatment, the failure to use HCQ, IVM, IV Vit C. Nobody listened about the myocarditis we were seeing.

In the end, it came down to my understanding that everyone who had been foolish enough to take the kill shot had had access to the exact same information I did. They chose not to use it. If I shouted too loud, I would lose my job. I had children to feed. Sorry folks, but if you never heard of a guy called Darwin, well, that's just too damn bad, for you and for your children. I mean, people were enrolling their kids in trials for the damn kill shot! Unbelievably stupid. I did things...I brought IVM from outside to patients I'd established a rapport with (usually unvaccinated). I answered direct questions honestly. I advised people to not vaccinate their kids. I never gave a kill shot, in fact I've never vaccinated anyone since my own epiphany. I did my best to save people in my care. But at the end of the day, I had and have no platform.

There's a lot more like me in the system. If you're lucky, you'll encounter us should you be unable to stay away from hospitals. And there's a lot more waking up, refusing boosters, starting to look into the vaccine schedule in general. It's the young ones in my experience. The older ones are too entrenched in their thinking.

It was an IQ test. Only two grades given out: pass, or fail. Most failed.

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I didn’t have one second of doubt not to get jabbed. My husband and I didn’t have to worry either about our jobs as we both are retired. However my kid was in college at the time and my elderly mother was scared shit and didn’t know what to do. We were able to get an exemption for my daughter which we spent countless agonizing hours putting together and researching and praying it would be accepted. The day of my mothers funeral (she unexpectedly died after a simple surgery :( my kids exemption was accepted. I think I went into adrenal fatigue over it and my mothers death. I continued to push back on the mask and isolation bs at my kids state school. And lo and behold she and all her roommates got COVID 1984 when classes started. They were all jabbed except her. Her beau also jabbed got it months later. I continued to complain to the college President and chancellor and the all my state senators and assemblymembers. I went to rallies. I signed petitions and wrote letters. Sent money to medical freedom lawyers and groups. I joined zoom meetings and groups and fought with my local library’s board of directors and their nonsense. My whole neighbor is made up of mindless sheeple and they gladly stayed home and indoors during the plandemic and wore face diapers. My son moved to FL and we spent time there. What a difference! I feel like I’m living in two separate worlds. I no longer trust my Drs and stayed away for 3 years. Got sick in 2022 and it only lasted 3 days while I was in FL. I am in good health as it is so I am lucky. Took supplements and soup and sunshine every day. I am angry still what the college put all the students through, the hospital protocols that wouldn’t let me visit my mother and now I have an injured SIL with brain damage from her booster. She needs health aides as her short term memory at 65 is shot. I have friends now sick and a neighbor who got turbo cancer after booster and died within 4 weeks of being diagnosed. If we don’t talk about this, it will be swept under the rug. Speak out stand up and do the right thing! I will never forget nor forgive :(

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